Geo and Sej.
Assalamualaikum pipel. Hm I just got back from library PK16. A study group with my friends. Buat itu dan ini for PT3 Geo and Sej. Even orang cakap "alahai senangnya soalan" yes I admit, soalan 'sangat' senang sampai dah tak terbuat sebab banyak sangat kena tulis dengan tangan. Unfortunately, we can't use computer except for the 'soal selidik' forms and now I barely feel my hand like they don't exist anymore. They did exist,but not now,not from the last week. Alhamdulillah cuti 2 dua hari ni boleh lah aku rehat sikit2 kan.
Anyway yesterday I had a dream about him. He greeted me. We bumped to each other and he greeted me "hi!" with such a cheerful voice. Honestly, I don't need to share with you the whole dream but the point is he greeted me, in my dream. He never look at me in real life,seriously. I don't think he know me.
labuh.
"out-dated"
"khemah bergerak"
"skirt boleh sapu satu shopping complex"
"baik pakai telekung terus"
ayat di atas adalah ayat benar yang aku sendiri dengar dari mulut saudara seagama.
salah ke pakai benda2 labuh ni? sakit mata eh bila tengok perempuan yang jaga aurat dia? kau suka bila perempuan yang kau sayang diperhati lelaki lain? even kau nampak dia bercakap dengan lelaki lain pun dah tak senang duduk kan. jadi apa salahnya kau ajar dia tutup aurat dengan sempurna. cuba fikir,kalau dia dah berhijrah jadi seorang muslimah yang sempurna,rasanya ada lelaki lain berani pandang tak? "alah mesti lah pandang" yes,memang akan pandang tapi aku yakin tak lama and dia akan terfikir something positive like "aku nak isteri macam dia" "mesti susah nak dapat/kenal/kawan dgn dia" sebab aku yakin Allah jaga orang yang jaga Dia. aku tak bermaksud perempuan tak bertudung tu Allah tak jaga,Allah jaga semua hambaNya tapi bila kita ikut perintahNya lagi Dia suka,sayang,jaga. bukannya kalau tak bertudung ni,keluar rumah je kena langgar,rompak etc etc yang bertudung ni tenang,happy je tapi Allah jaga pandangan orang lain terhadap diri dia contohnya pandangan ajnabi. Manusia ada akal dan perasaan jadi aku rasa ajnabi ni akan jaga tingkah laku mereka bila berdepan dengan muslimah yg sempurna rather than yang tak menutup aurat sebab dia automatically akan set otak dia "oh dia pakai tudung. hm takleh salam dgn dia/takleh main tepuk2 bahu etc etc" even dia selalu buat benda tu bila berdepan dengan perempuan. kalau ada masa,perhati keadaan sekeliling cari beza antara orang dah berhijrah dan orang yang belum berhijrah. kau akan nampak apa maksud "hijrah tu macam gula-gula,manis"
as a form 3
assalamualaikum pipel. lately,I've been thinking about my future. I know that I want to be a surgeon yet I don't know how to be a surgeon. You know what I mean? Do I have strength to face the reality of PT3 and SPM later on. If I can't get through this major exam for the science stream next year, If my application for the science stream get rejected. I feel so terrified by thinking of these possibilities. I don't know what to do nor think if I can't get into the science stream. I don't even want to think about it. First, my parents will be so upset and worried about me. Second, me,myself! If I don't have faith in Allah maybe I'll be holding a gun to shoot myself but I do and always believe in His plan.The major exam is around the corner on this October and I'm so afraid though I've started preparing for the war. It is like a war without the shooting. It is.
Please pray for me. Now, I'm sitting for mid-term examination.