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assalamualaikum pipel. lately,I've been thinking about my future. I know that I want to be a surgeon yet I don't know how to be a surgeon. You know what I mean? Do I have strength to face the reality of PT3 and SPM later on. If I can't get through this major exam for the science stream next year, If my application for the science stream get rejected. I feel so terrified by thinking of these possibilities. I don't know what to do nor think if I can't get into the science stream. I don't even want to think about it. First, my parents will be so upset and worried about me. Second, me,myself! If I don't have faith in Allah maybe I'll be holding a gun to shoot myself but I do and always believe in His plan.The major exam is around the corner on this October and I'm so afraid though I've started preparing for the war. It is like a war without the shooting. It is.
Please pray for me. Now, I'm sitting for mid-term examination.